scarykidsscary

scarykidsscary @ 2005-06-06T22:43:00

2005-06-07T05:45:15Z

HEYYY

ummm all i have been doing is going to school and going to work
every day it sucks oh well i like it.

ive been hangin out with kenny and alex and kevon this whole summer
witch isnt very long hahha but its cool

ummm
ya

later

scarykidsscary @ 2005-04-23T00:09:00

2005-04-23T07:11:39Z

i have lost all respect for my self what i have done was not right nad i shouldnt of got in it there is no forgivness for whati have done and there is no going back if any one wants payback or revenge tell me.
and ill try to make it the best for you

scarykidsscary @ 2005-04-20T22:33:00

2005-04-21T05:38:14Z

umm i havent updated in a while

ive been in a wierd mood lately
umm hung out wiht a few people
there was band practice one tuesday it was gay we are making a new song i dont knw othe name of it ummm and im just tired of this band thing but im gonna stick wiht it i love playing music and ya

we have the t show this friday at basha and i think i THINK we are playing at Qzone right after
but idk haha

school sucks i want it to be over

cant wait to get my car but my mom keeps delaying it
its gay oh well

You thought you knew me the true me but,

No, no one knows the true me,

I feel no one will ever know me,

The person who loves who hates,

Every one sees the skin on the out side,

I’m not just a mimic of every one else,

I thought I wanted you,

Honestly I don’t know what I want

We were awesome but there was something inside me

Saying this wasn’t right,

I rather have you a friend,

Then some one for your sex,

But I see you and your beautiful,

And some times regret what I said,

Only if you knew the true me then you would understand,

Why I acted the ways I did.

scarykidsscary @ 2005-04-15T23:56:00

2005-04-16T06:57:34Z

"Who needs the radio when you have comedy central in the front seat bitches"

haha me and lacy are funnnny as all helll mothaaa FUCKASSSS

scarykidsscary @ 2005-04-07T23:06:00

2005-04-08T06:10:56Z

today was crazy
ummm first we tryed out for some lame T show at basha then we got back and all the band memebers got tickets to sell for are show on

MAY 15th

but ya and we have a show tommorrow

but
today i was hangin out with cassidy and emilie and we were walking up to starbucks i nthe parking lot and there was this line of cars and this girl was on her phone and she doesnt know how to drive but i was right behind emilie and cassidy and this car reverses and HITS ME it hurt liek hell and she was like " sorry" and she speeds away

THAT BITCH WAS CRAZY

but ya
later

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-28T21:36:00

2005-03-29T04:38:29Z

i fuckin
went to laughlin got drunk and smoked blakc and milds the whoel time it was awesoem it was my moms wedding and i was liek drunk and it was funny

break was gay as all hell
i dont want to go back so school i want a job and i want a car fuckin douche had to get in my way oh well

today hung otu with my himie danae and we apply for a job and wnet and ate at iguana mack it was cool

ok later

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-23T00:07:00

2005-03-23T07:09:39Z

umm ya we wont have any shows for a while because of complications in the band and thats ok
we need more time for practice and to make better songs and ya so we can get that gay ass silverstien song off are set and shit liek that but its cool

umm breaks been fun hung out wiht people done things
sucks not having a car but idc

and the show on the 1st is cnacealed for dying takes heart but go for the other bands what ever bands there are

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-21T01:57:00

2005-03-21T08:59:20Z

these past few days have been an adventure

ive walked 10 miles with nick and david smking b&m the whole time hahaha
going to band practice having to cancel the show becasue of chris damnn him well not him his fuckin mom askjlfhas
then going to davids chillin wiht him
playing bass like n on stop
more walking
people are "in love" as they say i guess its the coming of the spring air idk
its cool
ahnging out with carlos and his bf and his friends

there is a show april 1st
at Q zone
go to this one its gonna be AWESOME

i promise you

alot better then the last show
every one gooo
7 dollars starts at 7
blah blah you know the rest

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-15T01:27:00

2005-03-15T08:31:25Z

a picture is worth a thousand words

and i showwed my mom these pics and she was the happiest person in the world

life sucks for me right now but its ok im getting throught it i sort of like not haveing a car and having people ask me for rides all the time. now i can jsut chill at home and its cool

but i also miss hangin out wiht people.

ya later

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-10T15:49:00

2005-03-10T22:52:43Z

today sucked i hate my life i want to die

i got in a car crash not my fault there fault and it sucked

i could see the car getting closer and closer i slammed on the brakes and turned nad i could see the car i hit the car and my ife ended i hit my knee on the wheel

every one asked me if i was ok i almost went in to shock and i was as white as paper

i want to die and i hate it ;klsdakjfsadlkf
no car for a month

scarykidsscary @ 2005-03-05T09:43:00

2005-03-05T16:46:28Z

the show last night was sooo fun

we put on an awesome show and so did the other bands
it was pretty crazy people kept hitting are equipment but it was all cool

we have another show tuesday the 8th at the club house
7 dollar entery

ya thank you guy who all came out last night i hope you guys had a good time.

scarykidsscary @ 2005-02-24T18:23:00

2005-02-25T01:30:44Z

damnn i havent updated in forever

well since last time ive updated my lifes sucked and it was cool i dont know its crazy

lifes just to busy these days

we have a show the 4th at qzone goo othere hear us
being in a band is cool i guess haha jsut sitting around play music.

people like fuckin up my car it sucks but i dont care doesnt bother me soon what they do will catch up to them.

the aims sucked nuts sooo stupid.

every one thinks im an assole and i dont know why im srry they feel that way they can think im an asshole.

2 months im happy hahha :)

scarykidsscary @ 2005-02-07T21:48:00

2005-02-08T04:50:24Z

hey there is a free show i think at Q zone on gilbert and warner us blood of august and this other band are playing and i think one more band but i dont know yet but come out and support us and its free ahahha

cant go wrong with free
later

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-29T14:18:00

2005-01-29T21:20:18Z

are first show was awesome

we messed up hear and there but thing to bad

we brought in alot of people

i cant wait till the next show

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-27T22:26:00

2005-01-28T05:27:31Z

this morning i almost got in a car crash it was some scary shit
oh well thats life

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-24T21:34:00

2005-01-25T04:37:58Z

my car had to go in the shop today
there was nothing wrong with it

every one there knows my name
ahha its cool

practice today we played for blood of august
they played for us it was pretty cool
but chirs wasnt there the fucker got grounded

4 days i cant wait

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-20T23:37:00

2005-01-21T06:45:12Z

today was cool i guess

this past few days have been hard
alot on my mind and i dont knwo what to do
i have to all these things and i have to give people fun and this ticket thing and i hate growing up it sucks really bad i hate it
school sucks people at are school are cool i guess some are at least
some are ass holes AKA danae hahah kidding

i hate having a car and having to pay bills and having a job and wanting things you cant have and i just dont know life gets hard it sucks oh well thats ... life

umm today i had to run to my car
i got off school campus at 2:03

i got a new tire crap liek that practice fuckin sucked
i hope we are ready for the show the show is gonna be awesome.

we handed out soooo many flyers and i still have alot
we handed them to black people and hwere liek its rap gooo there its awesome

hahaha

ok im going to bed night

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-16T00:37:00

2005-01-16T07:48:47Z

today about 80% of the day sucked

ok today i get up at 7 and get ready to go to get this job and im driving out there and its liek a 30 minutes drive.

well im driving and im going liek 90 ishhh
and my tire blows otu and my car starts swerving really bad and then i get the car on the side of the road.
my friend was fallowing me witch was good so he saw it and picked me up.
my car got a little fucked up but nothing huge.

and it ends up that i dont get that job.

so my mom got me and she was all pissed and we got my car fixed.

then i hung out wiht my asian friend and then we worked on my car then got some parts for it so its all good.

then i had to go to work i hate work its sooo fuckin hard as;ldkfjasdkf
oh well it pays the bills.

scarykidsscary @ 2005-01-12T23:09:00

2005-01-13T06:13:33Z

today fuckin sucked

school sucked because i was tired as hell and fell asleep in all my classes
i felt sick to and my throat hurts.

practice was gay chris couldnt make it becasue his moms gay and then a whole bunch of people came over to hear use.

we have 2 shows one at the big fish pub on the 28 at 8:30
and one at zia record on the 16 of feb.

i hung out with danae witch was cool
but other then that my day suckedd

oh ya and i saw carlos and kim at circle K

scarykidsscary @ 2004-12-05T22:39:00

2004-12-06T05:40:11Z

doing donuts while eating donuts in front of and behind bashas, albersons, target, and mcdonals.

scarykidsscary @ 2004-11-21T00:29:00

2004-11-21T07:29:44Z

happy birthday

michelle

scarykidsscary @ 2004-11-09T19:13:00

2004-11-10T02:22:43Z

damn i havent updated in a long time nothing new really

just driving around damn i love driving but i hate driving people around becasue there gay and dont pay for gas money.

working sucks but oh well thats life but i sort of like working its fun some times ha

hanging out with friends some people are starting to dislike me and it sucks but i did it to my self.

i got a hair cut and its cool and all but to short no one likes it i feel like a loser haha

i guesss im in randalls band now... we sound pretty good better then what they did sound like a lot better. i bought a 200watt amp but now i have no money and my mom is yelling at me about it.

im turning in to a jerk and i dont liek it and its really gay i hate growing up to much shit to worry about but it only gets harder damn ...

welll im gonna go bye

scarykidsscary @ 2004-10-22T23:27:00

2004-10-23T06:29:07Z

today was my first day of work at iguana macks
i worked from 5-10

i cant feel my legs and i broke a dish

and i spilt a drink one some lady and this other lady was being a bitch to me

i got $20 in tips and i get $6 and hour

i am going ot sleep im sooo tired night

scarykidsscary @ 2004-10-20T05:47:00

2004-10-20T12:53:01Z

ya its the morning of the first day back from break
doesnt even feel like i have to go to school its wierd
this break sucked other then the fact it was my bday
and i got a car, bass, amp and other shit and lote of money

i want to go back to school to see my friends

but i dont want the homework

i got up at like 5 what the hell
and i just got done talkign to brett hahaha
nine til: i took nyquil and fell asleep at 9
CrAzEd DrUmEr34: hhaha you drugy
nine til: and then i got up to take a pee and then layed back down and couldnt sleep
CrAzEd DrUmEr34: hahah fuck i just sleep
hahah you fuckin grizzly bear

michelle comes back today she is on a plane right now flying over here
<3333

i wonder how school is gonna be?

scarykidsscary @ 2004-10-18T01:03:00

2004-10-18T08:11:32Z

hey ya
i have really nothing to right about

every day is the same its sad but thats break

sometimes i think school is better htne breaks liek it gives you something to d oother then sit on your ass and eat and get fat and shit like that

i get my lisence in 9 days and i get my car probably tommorrow i cant wait or the next day mother fuckers

<3michelle comes back in 3 days <3 i cant wait

i hate these journals i never have any thing to write about but its cool seeing what like people wrote and shit ahha
ya im bored ass hell bye
if you guys want to hang out tommorrow call me 480 726 2054<3